xxxEmikoxxx

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Circle by xxxEmikoxxx, literature

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Circle

It's a circle. An ongoing, never ending circle of misery. Once you get stuck in this loop, there's no apparent way out. You do it. You feel better. Then, you decide to tell somebody. You try to find refuge. And they tell you that you're an idiot, which, only makes you feel worse about yourself. So, you promise this person you won't do it again. But you do it again And tell nobody. It's your little secret now. You only share it with someone who's in the same boat. On the same trip. Someone who's looking for the same fullfillment that another human can't provide. And you talk to them about it. And you feel better. Then you screw up,

Sorry::Afraid::Ashamed::Will? by xxxEmikoxxx, literature

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Sorry::Afraid::Ashamed::Will?

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I did it. I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. -- I was afraid you would hate me. I was afraid you would call me an emo freak and never want to see my tear stained face again. I was afraid you wouldn't want to look into my bloodshot eyes and say "I love you" anymore. I was afraid somebody else would find out. -- I'm ashamed that I did it. I'm ashamed that I stooped to that level of insanity, because I couldn't think straight. I'm ashamed that I did it over such trivial things. I'm ashamed that I couldn't control myself. -- Will you still love me? Will they still accept me, even though

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Circle by xxxEmikoxxx, literature

Literature

Circle

It's a circle. An ongoing, never ending circle of misery. Once you get stuck in this loop, there's no apparent way out. You do it. You feel better. Then, you decide to tell somebody. You try to find refuge. And they tell you that you're an idiot, which, only makes you feel worse about yourself. So, you promise this person you won't do it again. But you do it again And tell nobody. It's your little secret now. You only share it with someone who's in the same boat. On the same trip. Someone who's looking for the same fullfillment that another human can't provide. And you talk to them about it. And you feel better. Then you screw up,

Sorry::Afraid::Ashamed::Will? by xxxEmikoxxx, literature

Literature

Sorry::Afraid::Ashamed::Will?

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry I did it. I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner. -- I was afraid you would hate me. I was afraid you would call me an emo freak and never want to see my tear stained face again. I was afraid you wouldn't want to look into my bloodshot eyes and say "I love you" anymore. I was afraid somebody else would find out. -- I'm ashamed that I did it. I'm ashamed that I stooped to that level of insanity, because I couldn't think straight. I'm ashamed that I did it over such trivial things. I'm ashamed that I couldn't control myself. -- Will you still love me? Will they still accept me, even though

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He Loves Me Not by xxxEmikoxxx, visual art

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About xxxEmikoxxx

United States
Deviant for 15 years
She / Her

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_{I'm lazyyyy

Current Residence: My hoodie
Favourite genre of music: Alternetive
Favourite photographer: ME *shot again*
Favourite style of art: Shoujo~
Operating System: Windows Vista D:
MP3 player of choice: iPod Touch
Shell of choice: A black one with skulls on it.
Wallpaper of choice: The Higurashi one that I made
Skin of choice: Porcelin
Favourite cartoon character: Flapjack
Personal Quote: "Hold up. Where'sthe chocolate?"}

Favourite Visual Artist

ME *shot*

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

P!atd, FOB, Linkin Park, uhh

Favourite Writers

AND THE PERSON WHO WROTE FMAAA

Favourite Games

Pheniox Wright: Ace Attorney

Favourite Gaming Platform

Nintendo DS

Tools of the Trade

Pencil, paper, camera, tablet , pastels and my laptop

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Embracing the Inner Canadian

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It's aboot time for me to start being Canadian, eh? I want to moove to BC or Halifax or something. The weather is nice in Halifax, but the views are prettier in British Colombia, eh?

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11:27 PM

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Well. Things have gotten interesting. This should be fun for you to read. Sam broke up with me, some shot happened with that, then some other shit happened, and, now I just kind of want to get over him and move on with my life. I've been trying to figure out who I really am lately. Am I the emo freak who sits in the corner? Am I a Hollister loving prep? Am I a random bystander who doesn't fit a type? I don't know. I want to start over though. I was such a dork in the past, and, I'm kind of a bitch now. I bought some new jeans the other day that weren't skinny. Yeah. I bought bootcut jeans. One pair is actually lightwash, too. And, they're

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3:04 PM

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My social life has fallen into a hole so deep, it's almost in China. I haven't seen Sam in god knows how long. I haven't seen Ashley since the anime thingy...I saw Mikaela at school the other day, but that's different. I need more friends, dammit. I've been a beautiful mix of emotions lately. Anger, frustration, sorrow, happiness, self-pity, other people pity, misery, confusion, anger, did I already say that? My new words are MLEH, BLAHRG and FUCKNUGGETS. I usually use them in capital letters xD I WANNA GO SOMEWHERE. I've been cooped up for a long time. Really just of lack for someone to go somewhere with. Sam's parents are over reacting b

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NicoletteZephyr

Thanks so much for the fave!

_{You're very welcome~ It was sexy XDD}

NicoletteZephyr

xD Thanks!

hai im frum iscribble

_{Hai~~ :3}

hello

x-xtoumeishelterx-x

I tried joining the msn RP thing as Maya once she opened up, but she's reserved for a week.

If there's nothing for a week, then I should get her<3